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feligayzed · 25 days ago

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As much as I lose my shit over Sebastian absolutely loathing himself, the alternative sends me into fucking ORBIT.

Sebastian who comes to love himself and his body, who when breaks the surface of the waters and is blinded by the sun, carries himself in victory

Sebastian who had previously distanced himself so far from his identity, whether it be in disgust or hatred or a horrible cocktail of both, embracing himself and being unabashedly him

Sebastian who fought tooth and claw to forge a new sense of self, someone who he can be proud of and be content with. EVEN IF IT'S OUT OF SPITE

It makes me physically ill HE MAKES ME SO ILL

#sebastian who looks at himself in the mirror for the first time in a decade and isnt repulsed #painter who took a picture of him in his natural resting position and is BLINDED by the BEAUTY #sebastian who looks at that picture and doesnt see a grotesque caricature of what once was #but instead someone happy. scarred and damaged and traumatized to hell and back #but happy #PLEASE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #the brainworms #sebastian solace #sebastian pressure #roblox pressure #pressure roblox #my poor friends have already heard me rave about this #but im gonna say it again and again #until the door gets shut on me

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